Say what?

ringing....all I can hear out of my left ear is ringing. This cant be good :( so we ALL have dr's appointments. Mine is on the 21st for the dr to tell me (I'm sure) that he will be putting another tube in my left ear. I did great for a ong time after the other one fell out but the pregnancy seemd to be the end of that. I stopped allergy meds and couldnt take anything to dry the fluid up that I could hear accumulating. Anyway, Boogie and I will probably be getting tubes together (Id rather share a milkshake or something...) we fly on the 12th of April to NM to see Grandma Faye. I hope she remembers who we are. She was diagnosed with breast cancer many years ago. The Dr.s are saying it's back. So who will win the race? Dementia? Cancer? Old age? Life can truly be sad sometimes.